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busy [02 Nov 2004|03:57pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

waaaaay too busy to update, but so far here's what i got

oh my gosh.... little kids are so retarded, anyways...... ummm yeah, today went well... i'm barely pulling a B in math, but that's ok, i'll bring it up.. so yeah..... ermm OH YEAH did I ever tell you I love Jamba Juice? well i do.... Jamba, that's a wierd word, Jamba.... oh,

I'm proud to say that I have two days off in a row... today and tomorrow! whoopeee!!! anyways,.... oh yeah, i might quit dairy queen and work at Jamba Juice... yeah! but soo oyeah, anyways, not a whole lot happening except for the certain people avoiding me,..... heh, good times, good times..... i'm kinda just rambling now, so i'm going to go..... wow, my sister is retarded! hah! i hate her..... well time for my nap bye!

See ya!

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[16 Sep 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | busy ]

I'm sooo busy, between work, and school, and friends, and extra stuff, and theatre... woo! it's fun though, I decided I like being under stress.. only a certain amount though,... lol... but yeah, I also decided that I'm very happy with school this year, and most the mpeopl in it! ta da!

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[09 Sep 2004|08:28pm]
[ mood | cranky ]


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um, wow..... [31 Aug 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I went and read over all of my old journal postings, um, wow, well first off if I had a nickel for every time my heading was "Tee hee" or "damn it" I'd be a rich mo fo..... secondly, I want to apologize, to all of you who have read this since the beginnings (hah beinnings) wow, I had some serious issues, and i dunno... Third, wow, people did NOT like me back in the day... damn, i literally almost started crying when I read some of those comments.... that was terrible...... um, yeah, that's pretty much all I had to say, and that I've gotten better right? you guys don't still think that stuff about me right? cause damn, i was pretty hated..... well yeah, I have nothing else much to say, so bye guys... d on't start any I hate Brittney clubs or anything... lol...

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[26 Aug 2004|07:56pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

My dad is living in a fantasy world

My sister is oblvious

My mom gets worse every day

This has just NOT been my week!

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[25 Aug 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I'm in the WIERDEST mood right now..... aaanyways....

I was walking home from school, and I over hear a mom and daughter in the front yard, the daughter is crying, and the mom tells her, you are NOT fat, the other girls are just skinny and they are jealous that they don't look like you..... oh my gosh, i was totally taken by this mom.... it was nuts, but I had almost felt as if she was saying it to me..... that mom is going to be a GREAT mom, and I hope the daughter realizes how greatful she should be... I just figured I'd share that....

oh, and this poem that I like

Silent Paws

Silent paws trotting
on a well beaten trail,
alone in the wilderness,
so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered,
the moon is now his guide,
looking for ones just like him,
or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground
and senses man everywhere,
the silence is deafening
no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture
so far from his den,
while his pack fell silent
at the hands of men. His stomach is growling
but the hunger he endure,
his pack family is out there
it their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks
and raises his head up high,
the terror overwhelms him
as he lets out another cry. But still there no answer
he can understand why,
he follow their trail
or he surely will die. For days now he traveled
his spirit and body gone weak,
he lies down in white clover
no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers
over this tiny, frail pup,
whose future now will be guarded
as his soul travels up. What right does man have
to take life from a living thing,
that has no way to voice its defense
against a human being? The wolf is a symbol,
a brother, a friend.
it time now for action
before his existence comes to an end.

By Gerri K. McCann

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[20 Aug 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well... I love school! the new people.... and all the new goals I make for myself,.... the only thing I really seem as though I'm going to struggle with is Honors Trig............. crazy stuff lemme tell you... but yeah... other than that I have AWESOME teachers... and somepretty awesome people in my classes,... so I am atually looking forward to each day.... which is awesome... but yeah, aaaaanyways, the funniest thing happened today..

I have Mrs. Kulbaki for math, and at the end of the class period she gave us like a sex/drug/alcohol talk... it was wierd but frikin hilarious! sooo yeah, tha'ts my story... i guess you kina had to be there, but oh well/.... love you all, and tomorrow is a brand new day!

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[16 Aug 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

weeeeeeeeeelll... I got the job! woo! go me... I am working tomorrow 4 to close... we'll see how that goes... lol.. but yeah! i'm excited even if none of you are......! hahaahahahaha lol! i crack myself up!

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[16 Aug 2004|10:06am]
[ mood | excited ]

well... I'm going to my interview for Dairy Queen in like 10 minutes.... gah... I hope I do ok... well YEah... hopefully everything will go over well..... whish me luck!

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[15 Aug 2004|09:20am]
[ mood | blank ]

woo! man... these couple days coming up to school are jam packed lemme tell ya!

I have an interview on Monday for Dairy Queen.... hopefully it goes well

On Tuesday I have that link crew thingy ma bob....for like 5 hours.. but that's ok...

I actually think Wednesday I'm not doing anything... yet...

Well..... I am definetly looking forward to school.... but that'll on ly be teh first week or so... lol....

I'm gonna go... sooo yep.... see ya!

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[12 Aug 2004|04:25pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Well... nothing beats ty dying a t-shirt... and sitting in a social security office for 3 hours... good times, good times

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[11 Aug 2004|12:35pm]
[ mood | busy ]

well I"m supposed to go get a new car today... woot woot! but yeah... we'll see how that one turns out! lol! yep.... man.... the rest of the days leading up to school I've go so much to do... it's nuts...b ut yeah, I'm gonna go get ready causeI think when my dad gets back we're supposed to go look... soooo YEAH for me... and yep, sorry meagan for not giving you a ride... if I get the cahnce I'll totally explain EVERYTHING... ok, well I'll go then... bye~!

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[07 Aug 2004|08:08am]
[ mood | content ]

Well.... We got a brand spankin new puppy.... She is only 9 weeks old, she's black except for her paws, the tip of her tail, and she has a white strip on her belly.... She's an Akita..... suppossedly (according to Meredith) They are Japanese dogs that are bred to kill.... hmmm, but yeah, her name is Didgeridoo..... we just call her Didgeri... it's one of those long things the Aboriginies blow in and make that low sound...... I know what I'm talking about anyway.... but yeah... that's all i had to say...

p.s. house breaking a puppy sucks!

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[01 Aug 2004|07:48pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

I am the biggest loser I know... a sad, pathetic, can't make her own choices, loser...

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[01 Aug 2004|09:13am]
[ mood | weird ]

Don't you hate it when it seems like everything you want is unavailable..... there's nothing you can do about it either..... you just sit back, and watch, as everyone else gets your "hearts desire" it's crazy how things work........


What if you did get that one thing... what would you do with it? Would you still yern for it like you used to, or would you idily (sp) throw it aside just like any old thing you get.....

This is really making me wonder.... because we strive and strive for our goals, but once we reach them, what then? what is there left to reach? What do you do now? Yes, satisfaction comes but honestly, how long will that last? It's almost like goals are never REALLY ment to be accomplished.... just so that there is always something to go for..................

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[29 Jul 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]


Proverbs 27:1
Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth

Proverbs 27:4
Anger is cruel, and furry overwhelming, but who can stand before jealousy?

Lamentations 1:20
I am in torment within, and in my heart I am disturbed, for I have been most rebellious outside, the sword bereaves; inside there is only death.

this concludes this entry..... stay tuned

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[28 Jul 2004|12:45pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!?!?!?!?!?

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[17 Jul 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Dustin called me...... proabably not a good thing.. but yeah... not a lot happening right now.... Funny thing though... I've been remembering my dreams, then I interpret them, I don't think I ever noticed how ironic dreams are... it's crazy.... it's like a subconcious horiscope... lol.... yeah, but I am so bored, and yeah.... I'm gonna go... and do.... something.... heh... like my "...'s?" lol

Bye kidos

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[17 Jul 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

This may never start
We could fall apart
I'd be your memory

Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

So get back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way...

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home again home again jiggidy jig [11 Jul 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

well! here we go again another wake up @ 4 in the morning, followed by a long drive........ What could be better?????

I get to see my dog tomorrow! I'm SOOOOOOOO frikin excited! I've missed him so much!

I am SO brown! all you colorado people are gonna be sad cause I'm SO brown! lol!

I'm gonna join the Y

I'm gonna get some new shoes! WOOT WOOT!

I am getting some new pants!

I get to see my dog!

I am practically garunteed a job @ Red Hot and Blue

School is gonna start soon!!!!

I can spell ANYTHING

AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get to see my dog! did I mention that??????!?!??!?!

: D

I'm so glad to be coming home!

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